#2020

Well, to be entirely honest I totally forgot I was trying to start a blog. When 2021 started I knew RIGHT away I wanted and needed to make some changes mentally, physically, and spiritually. I went to WAR with my mental health. I suffer from depression and anxiety, or as I call it “the ‘what if’ syndrome” which led to a lot of self loathing. Fear of catching covid caused me to miss out on a lot of church, bible study, and MOPS. Thankfully I still have had MOPS even though its been virtual but we’ve started to get to meet in person (yay) James got a couple offers to be a brand ambassador for some clothes. I love me a discount and i noticed I had an offer too. I was really excited but when I looked at the items it was swimsuits and lingerie. 😢😢😢 im trying to make friends, not send them running for the hills, lol. Also, when i downloaded door dash a couple weeks ago it had, “more apps like this” with several exercise apps listed 🤔 I HEAR YA PHONE👂🏼👂🏼 so enjoy following along while I try to lose my covid 98 (all I know is its more than 19) I wanted to update my Instagram profile and saw my link to this blog. I cant sleep, so here I am. I should probably be on one of my apps getting fit. I have one thats, “splits training” when I saw it was recommended I took it as a challenge. “Aunt Flo is in town” or as i like to say “its shark week” so chasing my Wild Child is all the energy i have. HAAAALLLLPPPP